i am seeing tunnel vision in a world thats dark and cold,
i cannot believe how much i've changed since the days of old,
i know it's temporary but i need to focus straight, i cannot
believe i lost control of my fate, i need forgiveness from the
people i truely care about, i need support behind my back to
help me spit it out i am gonna win, i can't afford to blow this
one, i hate myself sometimes, i love myself, i need this way of
life because it holds me. contradictions the way of life happiness
is wealthyness is healthy now i've made it through those lies
and deceit, i think whats done is done and i can't complain
anymore i am sure, now that I've found myself again it feels
great i can't believe i'd lost control of my fate